I don't know how it's possible to feel so much at once all the time.
How I can get so sad, yet be so excited. At the same time.
How I can be so happy, yet so nervous. At the same time.
How I can feel so anxious, yet so grateful. At the same time.
(So tired, yet so restless.)
All of these emotions, at the same time, all the time.
Every moment of every day I feel really intense.
I don't understand how it's possible to even feel this much; but if it's the alternative to not feeling anything at all, I'll gladly take it.
The only emotion I can even get a handle on is feeling more restless than ever, but even then I'm helpless to help myself.
And I can't sleep because of ma(il/le).
Twos and threes and twenty-threes.
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