It's been awhile. I've neglected this but it's seemed sort of necessary. There hasn't been too much to get out or that I've needed to process here, which I suppose is a good thing.
I'll be back in Asheville soon, and at least for now I know that's where I want to be. It took me so long to really find my place there, but I'm happier now than I ever was even in the best times, and I'm going home to best friends and comfort that I truly want and need. No matter what the future really holds, that's where I want to be when I figure it out.
The one thing on my mind lately though is the idea of seeing the one person who my heart hasn't let go of, for the first time in almost a year. It's been 11 months and I'm not still hung up, but when I kiss other people, when I think about the way things should feel, there's just something about the way you pop in my mind. The way it still feels like there was a reason we happened, a reason you came into my life and how could I ever forgive you for last year or trust you but I can't stop thinking about how it's going to feel when our eyes meet and if you'll say anything at all.
