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I don't think I'll ever comprehend how I can know something is going on with out having an reason to believe or way of knowing it. I don't know if that makes sense. I'll just get a feeling sometimes, out of no where, and it's always right.

I spent the day worried. Worried because I over think, but I felt so sick to my stomach. I can't get into a situation where I get attached and it falls apart again. It's happened too many times and I won't let it again.

Then I come to find out what I worried about was right. It's ok now, but I knew what was going on and now I'm a little scared.

I can't even explain myself right now.

I just want to be sure of everything and I don't want to get hurt.