None of this is worth it anymore. I hate everyone, I hate everything, I hate every aspect of my life including myself. This is what my life's become, nothing but days full of hate and discontent. One night can go by where I'm okay but it never lasts, no one sees me when I'm not putting up a front. Every laugh, every smile, they're all insincere. Nothing that happens can make me feel like living, nothing that happens can make me feel at all.
This is how my life is now, and if that's how it's going to be, I hope I fucking stop breathing in my sleep.
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