I think I forgot, to an extent, how difficult it can be living in a new city sometimes. When everyone around you is relatively new, it's hard not having at least one close friend around. I chose this, I don't know where else I'd be. Yet I'm thinking back to the first months in Asheville and how lonely they could be.
The only comfort I can find is that no matter how hard things were for a really long time, some of those people who were once so new became of the best people in my life. I do really well on my own sometimes, but that doesn't mean I'm not scared of ending up sad and confused and feeling overwhelmingly alone.
I'm just craving the comfort of falling asleep next to someone familiar.
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