Things are really good. I really like how things are going and how things have been lately. I like my job, I like the people I've met, have been meeting and around me (well mostly, housemate #2 couldn't be more on my nerves), I like the things I've been doing and have been involved in and futures plans are super exciting.
What isn't good is how I feel about myself. I can't stand myself lately. I can't stand how I look or how I act.
Nothing is going to be very great until I figure out how to fix this. Body issues are out the roof, and I avoid social situations because I bum myself out and one affects the other in a never ending cycle. I don't know what to do. I don't even know how to word this so it doesn't sound totally pathetic.
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