This has to change.

I don't know what happened to my memory. I went to so many amazing shows, I had so many great times, had so many good nights with important people..and I am so disconnected from all of them. I don't remember so many nights, I don't remember most of what happened this past year. And to be honest, if I hadn't subcomed to being miserable it probably would of been the best year of my life. It would of been the best year of my entire life. I had everything I wanted, I just needed a better personality.

This has to change. I am never going to feel regret again.