We used to roll the windows down and play the music loud.

The worst part of it all is how unaffected you seem. You make comments every now and then that show you know something is off, but when I express how important I feel like it is to work things out, you seem so distant.

I know the reasons for your actions, but that doesn't make it fair or okay. I can't only be wanted when I'm needed and less important the rest of the time. I can't let all this happen now and the minute you start to actually think about it and need me again, just be there like every other time. But then again how could I not just let you back in?

I don't know what you are to me anymore.