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These are usually the times and situations that push me to react in the only way I know how; Running away. Sometimes my feeling to run is a good thing- "I'd rather be traveling", but in this circumstance it's only to avoid dealing with being confused and uncomfortable. I have to remember it's felt this way before, that tomorrow or a few days from now all my over thinking, over sensitivity, taking everything personal and being terrified of changes in our relationship could be completely null and void and I could have made the feeling of distance up completely. However I know the only reason I'll wait it out and see is because I have to, I can't run, I'm tied down here. If I wasn't I'd probably already be on a bus somewhere else.