Friday, April 30, 2010

“We are all alone, born alone, die alone, and — in spite of True Romance magazines — we shall all someday look back on our lives and see that, in spite of our company, we were alone the whole way. I do not say lonely — at least, not all the time — but essentially, and finally, alone. This is what makes your self-respect so important, and I don’t see how you can respect yourself if you must look in the hearts and minds of others for your happiness.”

Perfect. Absolutely perfect.

Thursday, April 29, 2010

"what you need is to feel free.."

Something about my current mind-set is off. It's half old, half new.
I could feel worse I suppose.

But fuck. That wasn't supposed to make me sad.

June seems too late
Delayed
Maybe for the better
Imagine us together
Relatively stable
Tentatively able
To say for certain
Whether this uncertainty
Is for sure

Human. Interaction.

I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes because people who care, even when they barely know me, are the nicest thing in the entire world. I'm so tired I can't word things the way I'd like to..but there really are SOME good people out there, and I'm so lucky I get to know a few of them. Thank you Lindsay, sometimes all you need is a new friend with new words.

Words, words, words.
They're everything.