I am fucking done with you. And you. And everything that has to do with you. And everyone you hang out with. I don't care what I miss out on, I don't care I don't care I don't care. I'll go through life secluding myself with the 3 friends if that's what it takes to know what true friends are. I will always love you, I will always miss the past, I will always cherish the memories and best times of my life. But FUCK I just can't take shitty friends anymore. Everyday you're more self involved, everyday it's more about you. And everyone just keeps proving how lacking they are in being a good person. I really don't think it's hard. I just will never understand convenient or subjective friendships. I'm done, goodbye.

I don't know how anyone can ever get over someone dying. No matter how much time, how many years go by...this will always, always hurt.

When people I don't like call me Tes, it makes me want to kick them in the teeth. Nicknames are reserved for people I love.


Last night was mewithoutYou's Album Release show. It was beyond wonderful, even if a little sad. (SO much better than the Newark show. They were missing something that day.) That is still my favorite band.
I spoke to Aaron Weiss afterwards and gave him a hug, I admire that man more than I'd think possible. He makes me feel like it's alright to believe whatever I believe. I wish I could be as genuinely good of a person as him. After the show Stacy and me walked to the fountain and sat around talking til around 2 am. I love that girl, my closest thing to a best friend, I love mwy, I love Philadelphia. This summer is going to make some lasting memories.